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  • Cool Stuff (or WTF is an Etsy?)

    So someone mentioned they have an Etsy store. WTF is an Etsy store? I asked all innocent. Looks like an online flea market kind of thing. People selling (shudder) merchandise. Physical products you can’t just email out to the world. WEIRDNESS!!!

    But I took a look at their Etsy store, and it’s got some cool shit. An Alice in Wonderland tarot deck, and a bunch of “vintage” stuff. The 80’s nautical fanny pack is possibly my favorite item on there. Or maybe the Alice in Wonderland tarot deck. Kinda curious to see where it puts the Cheshire Cat.

  • Tick-tock

    Tomorrow’s the launch of the Black Work course. If you’ve signed up, please send me the time and location of your birth for creating the Genius name.

    The course sign-up site is located at this link.

    I’d write up a bunch of salesey stuff, but it’s been a long day after a long night, and I’m wiped out. I’ll repost the outline of the course below, but that’s about all I can muster at the moment.

    I’ve broken up the Black Work Course into three phases (eliminating the pretentious names cause it’s too much like an Order, and I got good advice about that idea that I’m taking for once). This is still a tentative outline, because there’s more I want to cram in there somewhere. I can’t seem to think of everything just yet, but this is the minimum of what I plan to cover*:

    Introduction
    • You have Cleansed me with Hyssop, Oh Lord: Banishing and Cleansing Rites
    • The Art of Contemplation
    • Self Assessment: Whoever therefore shall know himself…

    Cosmology

    • In the Beginning: The Creation of the World
    • First Father, Nous, Logos, Workman, Governors, Man
    • Spheres of Emanation
    • The Emerald Tablet: Map of the Great Work
    • Meet the Family: Dad and the Uncle-Aunts
    • Where are you from?

    Spiritus Mundi: Hermetic Animism

    • Chain of Manifestation
    • Genii Loci
    • Meet the Family: Mom? Is that you? And you had kids!?
    • What are you?

    Elementary

    • Elemental Hierarchy
    • Four Angels of the Corners of the World
    • Princes of the Four Angles of the World
    • Meet the Family: The Cousins
    • What makes you tick?

    The Altar: Table of Manifestation

    • Altar Layout
    • Elemental Weapons
    • Planetary Talismans
    • Constellations and Mansions
    • The Lamp
    • Miscellaney
    • What do you do?

    Conjuration

    • The Table of Practice
    • The Art of Drawing Spirits into Crystals
    • Variations
    • Elemental Initiations
    • What do you want?

    Magic without Tools

    • The Astral Temple
    • Dream Work
    • Path Working through the Spheres
    • How are you going to get what you want?

    About that Great Work

    • Who are you?
    • What’s wrong with you?

    Meet the Genius

    • The Threefold Keeper
    • The Genius and the Evil Daimon
    • Conjuration of the Genius

    On Working with the Genius

    • Spiritual and Practical Applications
    • An Introduction to the Seven Planetary Governors

    * I really need to update this outline, there’s a lot more to it than is listed. As I started developing the materials, more stuff insisted on being included.

  • Video: Teh Elburp!

    While I don’t advocate the rite personally, a friend posted his version of the LBRP on YouTube, and I’m all for seeing my friends get publicity for their Work, even if I don’t do that flavor of stuff myself.

    He’s a higher-ranking OTO member who’s done a lot for the local OTO lodge, and also the editor of Heaven and Hell Fifth Edition Volume One: The Official Organ of William Blake Lodge, which contains an essay/article by yours truly.

    So check out his video on YouTube. I’d embed it here, but it IS the LBRP after all. (And I don’t know if it counts viewers that watch it on my blog.)

    He’s got more advanced stuff on there too, a four-part video series of the Gnostic Mass. Check out his whole channel if you’re into OTO style Crowley rites done right by trained and experienced professionals.

  • Ohshitohno

    Thanks, V.V.F. Thanks a lot.


    Saw something neat at the VVF blog, thought I’d check it out, run the old Head for the Red posts through a text analyzer to see who I write like…

    I write like
    Dan Brown
    I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!

    But do I get paid like Dan Brown? Fuck no.

    But that’s just some posts I tested, the majority, granted, but on others I get:

    I write like
    H. P. Lovecraft
    I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!

    (Lots of quotes from the Corpus Hermeticum is what returns that result.)

    I write like
    Chuck Palahniuk
    I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!

    Heh. Erisian influences can last years, apparently.

    I write like
    James Joyce
    I Write Like by Mémoires, Mac journal software. Analyze your writing!

    Fuck you, man, I’m sober!

    Ok, out of time to play with that thing.

  • Boisterocity

    One of the long time hallmarks of my blog has been the occasional good spirited, well-balanced, thoughtful compassionate rant regarding the complexity of human incarnation.

    Lately, I just haven’t had it in me. I thought it might have been the heart problem, mortality shoving itself into your sphere can make you a different person. I thought it might be getting rid of the demons and their various symbols from my home and hearth, and having the cleaner atmosphere not influencing me to hate other people quite so much. I thought it might be the Eighth Sphere Work I was doing, that somehow managed to clean me out and fix some misanthropic points of view.

    I don’t know which, if any, of those things it was. I just don’t feel like laying into people anymore. People are still stupid chunks of talking dirt most of their allegedly “waking” hours, but I just don’t care anymore. It doesn’t bother me the way it used to.

    Little bothers me the way it used to, in fact. I still argue with people, but more out of habit than anything else. I don’t know what else to do. I know I’m not going to change anyone’s mind, and I don’t feel compelled to even try at this point. I provide information, people will use it, or not.

    Whatever it was that happened, I just don’t feel quite as entitled to rage as I used to.

    But knowing existence the way I do, I’ll quote the sage in closing…

    This too shall pass.

  • Physical Planets and Other Forms of Matter

    Yes, still yet more on planets.

    A friend of mine once asked me if I considered the physical planets like batteries for the forces of the Spheres. Like if a person went to Mars, they would be overwhelmed with Martial “energy.” Colonists there would live like Spartans, by Law and Order and Structure, but they’d always be belligerent and probably at war, near war, or recovering from war. Like America, but not fat and stupid.

    We won’t talk about what Colonies on Venus would be like (coughcoughFrancecoughcough).

    The question surprised me. I hardly ever think about the physical planets in terms of their spiritual significance. I mean, Mars is rock and iron. Venus is covered in bad gas. Some moon around Jupiter would be an awesome source of methane to power the planet. If they ever had the technology while I’m young enough to do it, I would totally go looking for an asteroid made of solid gold.

    But the planets being literally the manifestation of a spiritual force? Fuck no, it’s a metaphor. The planets are symbols of the spheres, things that indicate what types of powers are hitting the planet spiritually based on their relative positions to us on Earth. They’re cosmic weather vanes. Thinking they are the thing they point to is like thinking the weather vane is the wind.

    But when I think about it, an old weather vane would make a pretty awesome Wind Talisman. A meteorite from Mars would be pretty awesome in a Martial talisman too. But I don’t really believe colonists would exhibit the planet’s associated character traits because they lived there. It’s not like they are the spheres we use them to represent. It’s symbolic, like everything else here in the physical realm, an indicator, or an arrow pointing to its higher aspect, an image of the thing, not the thing itself.

    Even though images of things can be powerful in rituals, they aren’t the things they represent. Confusing the two can lead to idolatry. I think idolatry is dangerous because it leaves you missing the actual relationship with the spirit represented by the object. The damage it does is measured in the missed opportunities, missed time you could have spent learning about who/what the symbol represents, how it manifests in you.

    I think that’s why I don’t get concerned about the significance of the planets in the Chaldean Order not lining up with a heliocentric astronomical cosmology based on laser-accurate locations of the planets. They’re more like referents to me. As long as they get good results, I’m fine with it.

    If I do get to a point where I need to start using the planets actual order for something, I’m not opposed to it. I’ve run into some weirdness I’d like to investigate at some point at different times in my Work, and I shelved it for further research when I’m feeling dry or stagnant. For now I’m still achieving with the system I’ve got, and I’m happy with that.

  • The Planetary and Celestial Spheres

    Ok, chances are good that you’ve read Jason’s “What If” post. I think it’s interesting and raises some very good questions about things that are worth thinking about. Knowing Jason, he’s got some very, very good reasons for thinking about things this way.

    Personally, at this stage of my Work, the classical order of the planets is more appropriate within the context of Hermetic magic than the actual, material, astronomical order of the planets. The Ptolemaic geocentric cosmology is based on how things look from the Earth. You see, it’s a very specific relative interpretation of manifestations in the heavens. The whole system is based on how things affect us while here based on a terrestrial point of view.

    It doesn’t matter where thing happen to “really” be, it matters how they affect you in your daily activities. The interpretations of the Chaldeans are accurate and appropriate to the magician performing Hermetic Magic while incarnated on the Earth. The system has more explanatory force, it provides more power to predict outcomes of Hermetic rituals and processes than any emerging magical system that takes the planets actual positions relative to the Sun into account, or relative to the black holes in the centers of galaxies into account. We don’t live on the Sun, we don’t live on the black holes. We live here on Earth.

    If you look at Astrology, you’ll see that every chart is created based on a place, a physical location on the Earth, at a specific time. You can’t cast a horary or natal chart without those two pieces of information. They are the base of the chart, literally. It starts with where you’re at on the Earth, and then you start plugging in “where” the stars and constellations line up relative to that particular place and time. It’s all relative, to put it in Einstein’s terms.

    Astrological charts are used to gain insight into how things are going to manifest here on Earth. Likewise, the classical order of the planets provides insight into how things are going to manifest within Hermetic magic. The approach, the model, the map influences the overall subjective experience of the journey towards the destination. The events along the journey influence the experience of the destination when it is reached. After the time is spent at the destination, the journey as well as the experience at the destination are remembered and continue to influence your experiences as a whole.

    I think that whatever system an incarnated magician living on the Earth uses should be based on their perspective from the Earth. The Altar Glyph that I found in Agrippa’s Scale of the Number Four lines up your altar in harmony with the the apparent locations of the planets and elements as seen from the Earth. It becomes the bridge between the macrocosm and the microcosm from the perspective of a soul incarnated in a physical body, a consciousness that spends most of its time aware of the physical realm. That, in my opinion, is practical. You aren’t going to experience existence as if you were physically in a black hole, I would hope. Jason understands this, he touches on that towards the end of his post.

    At some point in my Work, I fully expect to be travelling spiritually to the stars. I’ve already begun, in fact. I’m in the early stages of exploration and integration, and the Intelligences I’ve met so far have only been the ones with direct contact, links, or a current that runs through and into the physical Earth that I experience in my “waking” life. As long as I am incarnated, I think I will continue to frame my spiritual experiences from the perspective of an incarnated being. I think that’s the point of the classical order of the planets.

    Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto aren’t included in the traditional system. There are also a few billion stars that aren’t part of any of the named constellations that aren’t included in astrology or Hermetics. Their gravitational effects, the light they emit, the cosmic radiation they generate, the streams of neutrinos that emanate and bounce off them do hit the Earth regularly, causing some form of effect on the physical plane at a really microcosmic level.

    But like the stars that aren’t in named constellations, the trans Saturnian planets don’t play a major role in Hermetic magic within the spheres of the planets. I believe their influence and meaning are reserved for exploration of the Sphere of the Fixed stars, the Eighth sphere in Hermetic Cosmology, and the Ninth. Whatever their influence on the physical realm might be, I think it is so subtle, or so intricately wrapped up with everything that it is more important or practically useful to work with the things that are tapping into it than it is to focus on the source. Like Chiah, the fifth part of the soul in Kabbalistic terms, or Quintessence in Alchemy, the forces from these spheres by themselves may not do any “work,” but without them nothing else can do any “work” either. I honestly don’t know though, this is all based on current experiences and interpretations.

    But I’m probably right. Within my current context, any way.

  • Catastrophic Failure vs. Catastrophic Success

    Jow’s post about entropy made me laugh and got me thinking about catastrophic failures and my own catastrophic successes.

    The atomic bomb was a successful project, a successful experiment, a successful result based on a lot of work and research. It’s pretty catastrophic. On the whole, I’d say catastrophic failure is much better than catastrophic success. I can’t help but wonder if he did a Goetic rite to get a new car, based on my experiences. The “Want a new car? Ok, I’ll break the one you have!” type of manifestation is right up their alley. Asking them to keep it in good condition and still running is also likely to cause it to break down so you take it to a mechanic and get it fixed, thus keeping it running and in good condition.

    And demons aren’t the only ones who brought me catastrophic success. Early Jupiter rites with Tzadqiel for more money resulted in getting a job that paid less money and forced me to budget and realize how much extra money I had that I was wasting on things. Last summer I did a Solar rite with Michael and all the Sun angels from the Heptameron to get me wealth without having to work; I lost my job and spent three months unemployed, and still made a lot of money. I could have turned it into a huge success, over a year or two, but I had some urgent needs come up. So I did a Bune rite for a lot of money fast, and got the specific amounts I requested in my insurance check for the fire that destroyed my house.

    In retrospect, I should have stuck with the lessons Tzadqiel was trying to teach me. Would have been better all around.

  • Attainment

    After my Eighth Sphere stuff started up last month, I was in a hurry to jump to conclusions. A friend told me I needed to get both feet on the ground before running anywhere. Came at a good time. I interpreted that to mean I should keep silent, and I probably should have more than I did.

    If I told you how things work, or tried to sum it up, or tried to make a process out of this experience and the results, it wouldn’t work at all. There are too many intricate and subtle forces at play, and I’m just a part of them. It’s not like I thought it would be, but it’s exactly what Hermetics teaches it’s all about. The way to it is the way I went, for me and people like me. Spirit conjure does things to you. It changes you, prepares you. For the next level. Which is a lot like the last.

    But saying, “Conjure the Intelligence of Venus and commune with it, and then express your desire in specific words or images, and then ask it’s aid in manifesting those things, and then thank it and say goodnight,” is telling you exactly the process I would use now to manifest a Venus result. Only it means something deeper now.

    I haven’t finished getting ready yet, for all the transformations that will take place. I realized that there is no “end” or “goal” that is attained in this process. It’s a series of revelations and integrations, often of the same material in different formats. It’s an ongoing process of revelation. So beautiful, so sweet. And sometimes it’s dreams and pathworking, other times it’s hamonizing with Nature and serving the gods. It can be spirit conjuration and Ruach-Nous interface with God Forms and symbols of manifest divinity, gods and goddesses, angels and demons. Sometimes it’s burning heat (upon heat, upon heat) and crystal cities, other times it’s Divine Law and seeing that it, too, is Love. It’s a direct relationship with the First Father through the Logos, and the joy of creation and existence. And sometimes it’s death.

    Then it’s Understanding.

    But that understanding isn’t complete, there’s more around the corner. It’s really quite a wonderful process, all things considered.

    After what I saw, if I’d tried to put it into words, it would have sounded almost Kybalion in its annoyingness. I would have done so anyway, try to put it into words that is, if I didn’t know the words wouldn’t work, and they’d leave the wrong impression. The words don’t have the right meaning without context, and for me, it’s been a very specific context.

    There are goals in this Work, specific levels of attainment that are progressed through, and it works to accomplish its aims. It enables the magician to reclaim their (divine) race and value. As we go through the stages, we see reflections and slices of the Whole Thing, and How it Works, and it’s easy to say I’m done now, I made it. I’ve accomplished something and learned something. And it’s true! We really have.

    But it’s not over yet, and jumping to conclusions before the end is not a safe practice. So I keep silent and process, and conjure, and contemplate. And I wait to see what happens next.

  • Other Services

    On the Solomonic yahoo group, there’s a bit of discussion about pamphlet publishing, Lulu, and how occult writers don’t want to have to set up book widths, and format their stuff for publishing. They want an editor or publisher to do that for them.

    I’m thinking, I do that for a living! I’m a tech writer by day, mad occultist by night. Maybe more people would publish their stuff on Lulu and Amazon’s Create Space if they had someone who would do all the final editing and layout of their manuscripts for them.

    So, if you’ve got a manuscript mostly written, but the technical details are beyond your patience or tech savvy, let me know. I’ll do proof reading, copy-editing, layout, and formatting for you. All you’ll have to do is upload the files and figure out how much you want to charge. I’ll even put together a quick reference guide for you that walks you through the process.

    Layout and formatting is a flat fee of $150 and includes page numbers, a Table of Contents, Introduction (you write it, I make sure it’s on pp. i-whatever, not page 1-whatever), and getting it lined up with whatever online publisher’s template you want to use. Note: the publisher you’re using must supply a template.

    Copy-editing and proof reading is $0.02 per word. This takes a while, and honestly, no editor catches everything that’s wrong in a manuscript. There’s also no such thing as a final draft, there’s only the one you sent to print and then found errors in later. I can make sure the basic grammar rules are followed, and that exceptions to the rules add value rather than make your work look like some kind of pre-schooler got a hold of the keyboard, and that the spelling is consistent (Aethyrs, Aethers, Ethers, and so forth). This gets you a readable book.

    So for a manuscript of 60,000 words, the whole package would come to $1,400. For a pamphlet of 10,000 words, a complete package would cost $400. It’s the copy-editing and proof reading that cost the most, and it’s strictly optional.

    If you have it “ready enough” and you just want it laid out and formatted to the specs of the print on demand place, it’s a simple $150 fee. You tell me how big you want your book to be, and I’ll go from there.

    Note: If you pick a cover template offered by the site, I’ll make sure it’s formatted right too. I don’t do all that graphic manipulation stuff though. It has to be a template.

    Maybe someday I’ll start a micro-publishing house that only goes through Amazon’s CreateSpace. Or something.