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  • The White Work Outline

    As I said previously, the Supernatural Assistant was moved to the White Work course.

    This course picks up where the previous left off. At this point, the student will have gone through the important parts of the Black Work. Along the way, we’ll have performed Natural Magic, Ceremonial Magic, and attained the guidance and begun integrating the harmony of the Genius. Major issues to deal with will have been identified and the process of working through them will already be under way.

    So, in Alchemical terms, it’s time to turn up the heat.

    If you’ve been through an initiatory system that provided you with the basics outlined in the Black Work course, you’re ready to begin here at the White Work. This Course is designed to put you in direct communion with the Supernatural Assistant. This is a trimmed down version of the original Supernatural Assistant course. Some things have been shifted to the Black Work, so it costs less too.

    Tentative Course Outline (Subject to change):
    • Lesson 1: Intro and Overview – Reviews the evolution from the Supernatural Assistant into the HGA over the last couple of thousand years, some general myths vs. realities of having the Supernatural Assistant, and a general understanding of what we’ll be doing throughout this course on the esoteric level of your soul. 
      • Homework: Self Assessment – You’ll get a template to fill out that prompts some self-assessment and contemplation that will help you prepare for the process to come. 
    • Lesson 2: The Power of Prayer – Includes an explanation of “enflaming yourself with prayer,” the key to building up an ecstatic relationship with God. 
      • Field Trip: Visit a Charismatic Christian Church (totally optional if you think you’ll burst into flames when you cross the threshold, or have bad experiences you don’t want to remember)
      • Homework: Daily Face-Time with God. Here beginneth the transformation that leads to attainment.
    • Lesson 3: Can you smell that smell? (a.k.a. Conjuration of the Supernatural Assistant) (Delivered when appropriate) – Includes an analysis of the Stele of Jehu, the Greek Magical Papyri that’s actually called “Acquiring a Supernatural Assistant,” and Crowley’s Liber Samekh. Also includes the conjuration rite you’ll be using.
      • Homework: Solar Initiation by Michael, Archangel of the Sun
      • Homework: Continued daily prayer
      • Homework: Nightly conjuration ritual of the Supernatural Assistant (Should take 10-30 minutes)
      • Homework: Update self-assessment.
    • Lesson 4: Working with the Supernatural Assistant: Practical Applications of your blossoming relationship.
      • Homework: Solar/Saturn Initiation by Michael and Cassiel.
      • Homework: Continued daily prayer
      • Homework: Continued Nightly conjuration ritual of the Supernatural Assistant
    At this stage, chances are pretty good that you’ll be going through some serious hell.
    • Lesson 5: The Map of Hell – Personal observations on the landscape of Hell as it manifests in your life; includes some advice and techniques I found were useful in dealing with the layers and layers of crap that tend to come out in the process.
      • Homework: Stay Alive. Keep at the Work. Even when you hate it. Even when you’re convinced it’s all in your head. Even when you think it’s all from Satan. Even when you really want to quit. 
    • Lesson 6: The Stairway to Heaven (is Sitting in Hell) – Reflections on the initiatory journeys we’ve been through and preparation for the Green Work. 
    Follow up…
    • Lesson 7: Theurgy et Goetia – At this stage, the successful student will have a one on one communion with their Supernatural Assistant. In this final course, I will discuss various possible next steps for the magician. This is a point in the Work where the student can stop and spend some time, as I did, exploring the various applications of the new relationship. I think it’s good to spend a while here Working with the Supernatural Assistant. 
      • Theurgy: The Supernatural Assistant serves as a direct manifestation of aspects of Deity that you just don’t get any other way. It is a gate as well as a key to higher powers, and provides understanding of deep mysteries.
      • Goety: The Supernatural Assistant does a lot of the same things that the demons of the Goetia can do. It saves a LOT of time and pain. The relationship you develop with this spirit also provides a level of protection that is very useful if you happen to run into infernal spirits in general, as you’re taking a walk in the park on a sunny day, or dabbling in demonology – you know, the casual demonic encounters one faces in life. This section discusses some lessons learned over the last few years, as well as exploring the practical niceties that come with having the SA as an active and conscious friend in the Work.
  • The Colors of the Great Work

    So I was telling someone about my courses, and I was talking about the Black Work phase, and they asked me if it was Black Magic. I was surprised, because I am so into my own way of seeing things, so immersed in my way of talking about the Great Work that I didn’t even see that there was a correlation between the name of my course and Black Magic.

    I’m pretty sure my regular subscribers will know, but for any recent additions to the blog, here’s a little intro:

    When performing the Great Work, alchemists began with raw materials and began refining them through a variety of different processes. The raw materials could be ore containing a precious metal, or chemicals that needed to be refined to be put to industrial use, or they might be plant or animal tissues. No matter what the original material or the processes used, the first stuff they started with, or Prime Materia, underwent a process of dissolving (solve) and then reforming into something else more refined (coagula). Lavanah has been doing a series of Spagyrical (plant alchemy) extraction of the essences of planetary herbs, which can be found at Practically Magic.

    Alchemists used “wet” and “dry” methods. Some were immersing the material in strong acids that dissolved it, then reconstituting it through chemical processes. Others set the Prime Materia aside in a controlled environment and then observed it as it decomposed. Others used pure heat at varying temperatures for extended periods of time. As the Prime Materia changed, the Alchemists observed the metamorphosis and recorded their results. They compared notes, and found that four main stages could be identified and classified (generally) according to the color the Prime Materia changed during the process, regardless of the methods used.

    The Prime Material would first turn black, as the impurities rose to the surface. Metal oxidized, plants decayed and grew black molds, and when you burn something, the first color it turns is black. This is the Black Work. It’s the beginning of the transformation process.

    Then the Prime Materia turned white as the carbon turned to ash, or white mold began growing on decaying things. The impurities were refined, dissolved down to their core essence.

    Next, the Prime Materia went through a quick succession of color changes, ranging from blue to green like a peacock’s tail feather. This is the Green Work. If you heat copper slowly to lower temperatures and then let it cool, you can see it go through the green phase. Higher temperatures yield a dark red. Pretty cool.

    Finally, the Prime Materia would turn red, entering the Red Phase. This is the final product, the creation of the Philosopher’s Stone. This final material would then be ground up and used.

    If you can find a medieval recipe for making red paint out of cinnabar (mercury sulfide), you’ll see that it goes through all the color stages of the Work. Some alchemists didn’t recognize the Green Work as a separate stage of the Work, and others didn’t end up with a red-colored Stone as their final product, but the phases stuck and they work as a classification tool for people performing the metaphorical, esoteric Great Work using themselves as the Prime Materia and Magic to perform the refinement process.

    The Great Work of the Alchemists may look like a labratory and a scientist puttering away, but these guys weren’t just interested in the chemical process and refined Stone. They were performing these experiments in a spiritual context, looking to find in the natural processes the true manifest Laws of God, and by so doing become closer to him. At each stage of the Work, the Alchemist was observing the transformation of the Prime Materia. As they observed the processes in the controlled environment, and the changes that the materia underwent, they found that they too underwent a purification process by proxy. Just seeing the Prime Materia get refined caused changes in themselves, brought understanding that could be applied to all areas of their life, and made them wise in the workings of the manifest realm.

    So there’s nothing “black magic” about the Black phase of the Work. It’s the beginning of the process, is all.

    [Edit: I just read Jow’s most recent post on Natural Philosophy, and I think it helps explain what the Great Work is all about. The Great Work is a facet of the thing he’s talking about, and the steps we go through in our magical Hermetic approach, or interpretation, are going to result in the same kind of exploration and discovery. Jow’s post helps put the Alchemical Work in context.]

  • Hee hee hee…

    I’m rebuilding my occult supplies now that we’ve got most of the house put back together. Incense burners, tarot cards, a new crystal ball… I had to rebuild The Box, too. Most of my talismans are gone, and I get to rebuild everything, pretty much, from the ground up. It’s kind of weird, but at the same time, it’s exciting. 


    It’s coming at a time that I’m writing up the Black Work Course too. As I write about the basics of Hermetic Magic, I get to go through them myself. Electing times to create talismans of the planets, consecrating new altar tools, breaking in a new mini-Rider-Waite deck, tuning a new pendulum, conjuring up old familiars and new…

    It’s a very exciting time to be a magician in the RO house, I guarantee.
  • I know this guy!

    Dionysian Atavism: Via an LJ Friend

    Actually, I know several of these guys. And Girls. You’ve met a wasp or two, right?

  • Room for Demons

    You know, my recent leaving behind of the Lem’s Goetia spirits may have left people thinking my approach to the Spirits doesn’t have room for demons. Nothing could be further from the truth at all. The Hermetic System has plenty of room for Demons. They fit right into the cosmology. Recognizing they exist and are responsive to the conjuration techniques we use is essential for long-term success and the accomplishment of the Great Work. Ignoring their existence, not making room for them in your system doesn’t eliminate their influence from your life at all. Plugging your ears and going “no demons no demons no demons” isn’t going to result in acquiring the Philosopher’s stone any more than an ostrich poking its head in the sand keeps it from getting eaten.

    You’ve got to have room in your system for demons, that’s the bottom line.

    My personal opinion is that the room in the system should look something like this:

    See? Plenty of room for demons!

    Does that mean no Hermetic Magician should ever let them out to go to work for them? Heck no! If you need something done that you haven’t acquired the initiations or empowerments to accomplish without the use of Demons, then by all means, conjure up the demons if you’re that impatient. Jason advocates having a laser-specific goal in mind before turning to them, and that might help too.

    But what I’ve seen is that the demons don’t deliver what you want or need in the long term. I’ve found that turning to them for anything is likely to look really appealing in the short term, but eventually circumstances will arise that negate whatever benefit you received from them. You end up extending the problem, postponing some of the effects you want to avoid in the short-term, while adding more problems to clean up later. Eventually, and it might take a couple of years, you’ll end up wishing you’d spent the weeks or months Working with nicer spirits with better intentions developing the resources and powers you need to accomplish the goal without infernal influence. Better to leave them in the vault.

    I wonder sometimes though, whether my experiences with them has given me some level of protection from stupid magicians sending them against me. A couple were hanging out a month or two ago, and they went away when I noticed them and told them to be gone. They took some things that I needed, but they left.

    The thing is, my HGA could have gotten rid of them too. So could my relationship with God. Or Michael. Or holy water. Or even the LBRP.

    Nope, I really can’t think of anything really useful that came out of my Work with them. Maybe there’s something I can’t see right now, but if there is… I don’t see it.

  • The Black Work Course Outline

    Ok, so the Black Work Course is going to be freaking AWESOME. It’s what I should have come out with first. The SA has been moved to the White Work Course, and Hermetic Merkavah’s over in the Green Work. 8th and 9th sphere stuff is coming in the Red Work Course. Whew. Dude. Lots and lots of work to do.

    I’ve broken up the Black Work Course into three phases, naming them as pretentiously as I could. This is still a tentative outline, because there’s more I want to cram in there somewhere. I can’t seem to think of everything just yet, but this is the minimum of what I plan to cover:

    Neophyte

    Introduction
    • You have Cleansed me with Hyssop, Oh Lord: Banishing and Cleansing Rites
    • The Art of Contemplation
    • Self Assessment: Whoever therefore shall know himself…

    Cosmology

    • In the Beginning: The Creation of the World
    • First Father, Nous, Logos, Workman, Governors, Man
    • Spheres of Emanation
    • The Emerald Tablet: Map of the Great Work
    • Meet the Family: Dad and the Uncle-Aunts
    • Where are you from?

    Spiritus Mundi: Hermetic Animism

    • Chain of Manifestation
    • Genii Loci
    • Meet the Family: Mom? Is that you? And you had kids!?
    • What are you?

    Elementary

    • Elemental Hierarchy
    • Four Angels of the Corners of the World
    • Princes of the Four Angles of the World
    • Meet the Family: The Cousins
    • What makes you tick?

    Apprentice

    The Altar: Table of Manifestation

    • Altar Layout
    • Elemental Weapons
    • Planetary Talismans
    • Constellations and Mansions
    • The Lamp
    • Miscellaney
    • What do you do?

    Conjuration

    • The Table of Practice
    • The Art of Drawing Spirits into Crystals
    • Variations
    • Elemental Initiations
    • What do you want?

    Magic without Tools

    • The Astral Temple
    • Dream Work
    • Path Working through the Spheres
    • How are you going to get what you want?

    Magician


    About that Great Work

    • Who are you?
    • What’s wrong with you?

    Meet the Genius

    • The Threefold Keeper
    • The Genius and the Evil Daimon
    • Conjuration of the Genius

    On Working with the Genius

    • Spiritual and Practical Applications
    • An Introduction to the Seven Planetary Governors
    • The Red Work Series of Courses

      Courses are now available for registration. See the links on the right on the top of my blog for more information. I’ll be writing up detailed descriptions over the next few days.

      I’m only running the Black, White, and Green courses right now. I’m sure that will be enough for me to handle at one time. Since I’m only one person, I’ll be providing materials on the following schedule:

      • Black Work: 1st lesson July 16th, additional lessons every other week.
      • White Work: 1st lesson July 23rd, additional lessons weekly.
      • Green Work: 1st lesson July 23rd, additional lessons every other week.

      Remember, the Black Work is for people totally new to magic in general, or those who want a solid foundation of stuff that I know works based on my experiences. It’s a lot of work and is the most expensive. This is the Hermetic Magic Basics class, the stuff you’d study in the first few degrees of an organized lodge. There’s a lot of core doctrine teaching, with explanations of your role in relation to the world around you and the spirits above (and below) you. There’s also a fair amount of practical Work, the creation of your altar, the creation/accumulation of magical tools, and introductions to the conjuration process I use most frequently. We’ll be doing conjure rites with the Elemental spirits, as well as learning to work in harmony with the Spirits of Place, the Genii Loci. This course includes an exploration of the Emanations of our Mother, the Spiritus Mundi. As we go through this process, we’ll begin the Great Work, begin turning up the spiritual heat and seeing the things that stop you from being who you were meant to be rise to the surface where they can be observed, contemplated, and addressed as needed. This course will include the establishment of a firm foundation in the Sphere of the Moon from which the White Work can begin.

      The White Work is some major heavy lifting. We’ll be aiming to attain the Solar/Supernatural Assistant, and that will be the bulk of the Work. A lot of shit rises to the surface. Hopefully the Black Work we’ve done will prepare you. We’ll also explore the relationship between the magician and the assistant, and we’ll Work on exploring in closer detail the practical and spiritual applications of your relationship with the spirit. I’ll go over the things I’ve learned about Goety at this point, along with some heavy-handed warnings and not-so-subtle admonitions to avoid a particular grimoire that bites. We’ll end this course with a series of introductions to the 7 Planetary Governors.

      The Green Work will explore the Seven Heavens in detail. This will be at least a 17-week course, if I remember the outline right. Haven’t checked lately. The goal in this stage is to establish relationships with each of the Seven Planetary Intelligences, Archangels, and Governors. We’ll obtain initiations into each sphere, and integrate those forces over time. We’ll also be Working with the Spirits, Angels, and Legions of the planetary spheres, exploring the ways they affect the material realm, and ways we can increase our abilities to work in harmony with them in our daily lives.

      When we have enough people who are ready, we’ll begin the Red Work, where we start knocking seriously on the gates of the Eighth Sphere and take the next steps in the transformation into Powers.

      Before signing up for the courses, take a look at where you’re at. The people who succeeded in the Supernatural Assistant Course were those who had been through some version of the Black Work course I described above. Witches with an initiatory tradition, Rosicrucians with an initiatory tradition, people who had done the “grunt work” that needs to be done to start getting you clear and prepared for the communion with the Supernatural Assistant. If you’ve been through that already and feel confident that you’ve dealt with the happy horse shit that comes out in the early Work, start at the White Course.

      If you’ve been through the Supernatural Assistant Course and feel ready (VG, I’m looking at you), start at the Green Course.

    • Shoaling and Schooling Magi, and Magic Diaries

      Gordon’s post today talks about fish. Because fish are cool. Fish nerds are also cool, but they smell funny and I really don’t feel comfortable shaking their hands because I walk away and hours later catch a faint whiff of brine that makes me wonder if it was really fish they were handling. And then I have to scrub.

      But Gordon’s post was about shoaling sigils. He also went off on magical diaries, making a lot of valid points about how they aren’t that necessary.

      I want to talk about shoaling and schooling magicians.

      Gordon says:

      Shoaling.
      Think of it like birds flocking but with a few key differences.
      Firstly, the aerodynamic (in this case hydrodynamic) advantages aren’t as great.
      That’s because fish ‘shoal’ when they aren’t heading somewhere, and ‘school’ when they are. Schooling gives a hydrodynamic advantage.
      [snip]
      Anyway, fish ‘shoal’ for some obvious reasons:

      • To protect against predation.
      • To indicate where there is food.
      • To raise young.
      Shoaling Magi

      The blogosphere we play in is a lot like a shoal of magicians. It protects against predation by creating a community of generally respected magicians, and people are hesitant to critique a member of the shoal because they are likely to get called out by another member of the shoal and get publicly ripped to shreds. It indicates where the food is by letting us all know what each other is into, and we “feed” on each other’s systems and experiences, enriching our own Work. It also provides a way to “raise the young,” that is, provide a single place for new and budding magicians to see a variety of approaches and receive a bunch of complimentary training from people whose primary system or approach might be too specialized for everyone.

      Seems to me, this occult blogosphere provides the kind of stuff a lodge would provide, ideally, only without the dues structure and benefits of initiation and a cohesive regimen of structured progressive material, and that’s ok, shoaling doesn’t have to do that.

      Schooling Magi

      Schooling of magicians, on the other hand, is different. I recently got to participate in a small experiment with some other magicians, and the effects have been awesome. Working together on a team provided a very hydrodynamic advantage. It’s worth doing, and I’m looking forward to the next level, and future collaborations with people on projects. I like that it was research based, and not results based. I think that helped a lot. We weren’t working towards manifesting a pile of gold for each of us, or anything too restrictive, we were just doing the same things and recording our results, and then comparing them.

      The courses I offered before provided a similar experience, but I think I had too many people at different levels of attainment to reap the same rewards. Generally, those who had done significant work before hand clumped together and succeeded, while those who didn’t have the same kind of experiences (from different backgrounds) had less impressive results. I’m going to be applying the results of the small experiment to the courses, and see if that helps streamline some of the benefits we all share.

      On Magic Diaries

      And then he goes on a rant about mandatory use of magic diaries. His main argument is against the idea that writing in a little secret book is some kind of universal magical requirement. If that’s why you’re doing it, because you have to, I agree that there’s no point in doing it. I think anything done only because it is mandatory will be a lot less useful than something done because its value is known and appreciated.

      However, the use of a magical diary in a flexible way is totally useful. Gordon implies the benefit of applying Project Management techniques to your magical efforts, and a magic diary is one of the tools that will help you accomplish that. It provides a record of your intended goal, the path you took, and where you ended up. Going back and reviewing that from time to time is essential. Otherwise you forget the original goal and think you’re right on target when you’ve completely turned around and went way over budget. It’s called “Scope Creep.”

      I advocate the use of something like a Magic Lab Book. Record your hypothesis, your planned experiment to prove it, the actual results, and any adjustments to your hypothesis that must be made. In doing an extended working, keep track of your results after each operation, and record the things that happen relative to your project. It helped a lot with the recent Schooling project we did.

      It doesn’t have to be that rigid, either. This is magic, we can do what we will. A Flip record of your Work, like the video log in Avatar would be pretty fun and useful. You can’t rely on your observational skills, but a record of what you thought you experienced is going to be a lot more useful than no record at all. The process of magic is sort of like going to the gym in that you do make progress towards a goal, and seeing where you were at, where you are, and where you hope to be compared to where you were before is damned useful. And who cares why the Victorians did it? If we use it for our own purposes, it can be redeemed and made valuable regardless of the errors of rich white pissing English men.

      Those who don’t learn from history are doomed to repeat it, and even if that is inductive logic*, it holds true. A diary might not be a completely accurate and perfect record of what happened, but it’s better than having none at all.

      Shit, I just realized that I’m a documentation specialist. Technical Writer. I record project history, progress, and report on it for a freaking living. Of course I’m an advocate for keeping a written record. He’s in MEDIA and MARKETING, for Christ’s sake. Heh.

      Yeah, we may very well disagree on the importance of maintaining a comprehensive document trail. 😀

      But like he said, it’s an “if you want” kind of thing. It helps, I use it, it might help you.

      * I totally disagree that inductive logic is inherently an error. I’m a fatalist with Calvinist tendencies, so I’m not surprised. I’m also a Taurus, and I use Practicality as a philosophical knife when dealing with philosophical Gordian knots. Even though you can’t really determine that the sun will rise tomorrow based on the fact that it has always done so before, you aren’t going to divest your holdings in solar panel production companies, are you? Even if it’s an imperfect tool, it can be used effectively, with caveats.

    • The More things Change, the More they Stay the Same

      Kathy, a long time friend and the original inspiration that got me doing the Work in the first place*, lo those many years ago, brought up a good point in the comments on my last post.

      Kathy pointed out that abandoning all forms of terrestrial, or sub-lunar spirits would leave a gaping hole in my practice, leaving me all unbalanced and ready to topple over. Toppling sucks.

      But for the record, I’m not abandoning sub-lunar spirit work, nor is my core philosophy changing all that much, really. I’m just achieving some goals I had aimed for and lost sight of, and getting rid of one set of tools in favor of others. I’m de-energising the Lemegeton’s Goetia, but there are a myriad of other spirits that are available without the bite.

      At my core, I am above all else a practical magician. I know lately I may have seemed sort of flighty, but there’s a lot going on up above and down below. As it stabilizes, things will return to a more normal flow, and all these neat little tricks I’m seeing so easily now will likely fade, and I’ll have to work my ass off to reclaim this post-initiatic high I’m on. If it’s anything like what I’ve been through before.

      But the point of all my magic and striving towards reclaiming my full potential, the point of becoming a Power if possible is not to ascend and be beyond all this pesky material reality, oh no, the point, the freaking essence of what I do is all about being fully me, to the most, for the highest purposes of all: to do what I want, when I want, and have the world be a better place as a result. To do as I see fit and have that be the Right Thing to do, and not just for me, but for everyone.

      The goal of making the Philosopher’s Stone is to reach the phase of Projection, where you grind it up and use it and make lead into gold, sick into health, mortal into … well, still mortal, but with longevity, long life. And that’s still my goal.

      I want to make the world a better place. Cheesey, eh? I don’t care, I just want to tend my garden, and to have all who pass through feel at peace and at rest.

      And have some good conversations along the way.

      * Kathy was a single mom who had gotten the shit end of the stick for many years. She had limited resources, but a strong calling to the Occult. She singlehandedly figured out the Ars Paulina, pretty much, with a little help from Chris Warnock and Aaron Letich and a couple others, and started making traditional magical equipment in her home. She lived 40 miles from civilization, if I remember right, and she still managed to overcome all kinds of hardships and achieve an amazing amount of success with her Natal Angel. Seeing how much one person could accomplish in this art of ours inspired me to get out of the arm chair and start doing real magic per the grimoires. Her inspiration of me also resulted in this blog you’re reading. I figured if it was possible for her, it was possible for me, and then I wanted more people to be encouraged by seeing my success, so I went public. You’re reading this because of her. It’s all her fault. Pretty much. 😀

    • Ch-ch-ch-changes

      I still don’t know what I was waiting for
      And my time was running wild
      A million dead-end streets
      Every time I thought I’d got it made
      It seemed the taste was not so sweet
      So I turned myself to face me…
       

      -David Bowie, Changes

      So I’ve been playing more with the Eighth Sphere magic I’ve been learning from the spirits lately. It’s pretty amazing stuff. It really is about intent, and I’m finding parallels to the Energy model that are so … very … well, yeah, a bit annoying, bur mostly damned useful, honestly. I tense a muscle in the back of my hand, and this power just flows out, palpable to others. I was working on a household project that had me out in the sun on a really hot day, and I thought of Raphael in the West, Prince of the Air Elemental direction, twisted my head a bit, sort of, and a cool breeze came drifting in, followed by a really nice, cooling shower that only lasted long enough to be pleasant. I’m experiencing the Chain of Manifestation directly, and finding that everything I’m going through was right there in Agrippa the whole time.

      See, manifestation is a lot like the scales of a fish, or overlapping chain mail. You move one piece, and all the ones nearby are moved. Muscle control combined with symbol and intent releases a flow of power that has an instant effect on the environment around you. Everything, every link or scale has an intelligence, an awareness that can be spoken to, if you only know its language.

      And it’s really weird for me because I’m used to being able to put things into words. But in the Eighth Sphere, you learn to sing hymns of silence in preparation for the Ninth. It’s a matter of directing your intent in worshipful observation, in celebration of the process of manifestation. You tune your observation-with-intent to harmonize with the manifestation current, and you find yourself as the conductor as well as a player in the orchestra. And see, there’s no limit to what can be accomplished. You name a thing, and it responds, and then it returns to where it used to be.

      You know all the things the spirits of the Lemegeton’s Goetia are capable of accomplishing? You can accomplish them too, without the negative consequences. You want riches? You’ve got a Midas Touch in your right hand’s ring finger. Everything you touch with intent will turn to gold. You only need to speak with the right spirit at the right time to release this ability.

      You want to curse someone? Flip them off with intent. Sex on your mind? Tense that Mound of Venus with intent, and see what happens.

      This isn’t the kind of thing I can put into words, at least not yet. I’ve got to experiment more, and pay attention to what’s going on when I figure something new out. I’m at a point where I can think about a desired effect, clear my mind, and just feel how to make it happen. There’s a mind-body connection (also discussed in Agrippa) that is directly plugged straight into the Source outlet. And when we do it ourselves, there’s no demons with a “fuck you filter” in place by nature to suck it all away.

      This isn’t, for the record, me adopting the Energy Model and abandoning the Spirit Model. I can see now how it all fits together, like the scales of a fish, overlapping and rubbing hard against one another in unison. Here, Agrippa says it better:

      Hence saith Aristotle in the sixth book of his Mysticall Philosophy, that when any one by binding or bewitching doth call upon the Sun or other stars, praying them to be helpfull to the work desired, the Sun and other Stars do not heare his words, but are moved after a certain manner by a certain conjunction, and mutuall series, whereby the parts of the world are mutually subordinate the one to the other, and have a mutuall consent, by reason of their great union: As in mans body one member is moved by perceiving the motion of another, and in a harp one string is moved at the motion of another. So when any one moves any part of the world; other parts are moved by the perceiving the motion of that. The knowledge therefore of the dependency of things following one the other, is the foundation of all wonderfull operation, which is necessarily required to the exercising the power of attracting superior vertues. – Three Books of Occult Philosophy, Book 2, chapter 60

      That whole chapter is pretty deep. Note the final sentence:

      In the first place therefore we must implore assistance from the first author, and praying not only with mouth but a Religious gesture and supplicant soul, also abundantly, uncessantly, and sincerely…

       See? Pretty cool, eh? Religious Gesture? It’s right there.

      Now the reason I’m even talking about this cool stuff that I can’t put into words yet is because I want to give you some insight into my recent decision to take the Goetic Grimoire off the list of things I sell. I overestimated the value of those spirits, and underestimated their negative effects. At this point, I wouldn’t teach my son to conjure demons, you know? I can’t in good conscience keep telling people that the demons aren’t that bad when really, they aren’t that great. Especially when there’s a much better way that doesn’t nearly kill you just to get what you want to manifest.

      Kill you? That’s a bit extreme, right?

      I haven’t mentioned it publicly before, but without getting into too much detail, I almost died a couple weeks ago. Spent Memorial Day and a couple more in the hospital. My heart muscles and the surrounding tissue were literally dying, and the necrotic biomatter of my decaying heart was killing me. My heart’s inflamed to this day, and not in prayer. In virus.

      So look, I’ve got really good reasons to think twice before calling up the spirits of the Lemegeton’s Goetia. Conjuring them really isn’t worth it. That’s coming from a guy who has conjured damned close to half the spirits of the Lemegeton over the last few years, and developed close and personal friendships with some of them. I’ve reaped rewards from them, and I’m still telling you: they aren’t worth the price.

      Especially when everything you need to get everything you want them for is sitting literally in the palm of your hand. I wouldn’t have seen it, not clearly, not without receiving the initiation I’ve been through, without learning that they just aren’t necessary to accomplish the Hermetic goal. That, combined with some rather forceful revelations about the nature of the Lem’s Goetia spirits has led to a lot of soul searching and evaluation of my role in the lives of others. I don’t want to play any part in getting anyone else into as much trouble as I’ve gotten myself into over the last couple of years.

      So the Goetic Grimoire is no longer for sale. To those who purchased it, I advise extreme caution. My methods might have gotten me hundreds of thousands of dollars, but I haven’t got a penny to show for it. What I do have to show for it is a lot of stress, and physical scars.

      And my heart was physically rotting in my chest.

      At some point, even a Taurus has to see that maybe, just maybe evil spirits are bad to conjure, you know?

      But still… NO REFUNDS. And the curse on uploading it to torrents still stands, pirate bitches.