Tag: RufusAstraCheck

Tag: RufusAstraCheck

  • Holy Crap! Really?!

    Ok, I get a kick out of reading the Register’s output on the Large Hadron Collider (LHC) run by CERN. I didn’t even know what a boffin WAS until I started reading their stuff. Very interesting stuff going on there in Geneva these days.

    But, Dude… Check this out.

    A would-be saboteur arrested today at the Large Hadron Collider in Switzerland made the bizarre claim that he was from the future. Eloi Cole, a strangely dressed young man, said that he had travelled back in time to prevent the LHC from destroying the world.

    Ok, my reaction was right in line with that of Brian Cox:

    Professor Brian Cox, a former CERN physicist and full-time rock’n’roll TV scientist, was sympathetic to Mr Cole. “Bless him, he sounds harmless enough. At least he didn’t mention bloody black holes.”

     And I thought it was cute, funny even. Then I read the last paragraph.

    Mr Cole was taken to a secure mental health facility in Geneva but later disappeared from his cell. Police are baffled, but not that bothered.

    Wait, what? He just disappeared? Just like that? REALLY!?

  • Easter: Spiritual Rebirth, Getting Freed from Tombs by Angels, and…

    I reread the whole crucifixion and resurrection story to the fam last night, and then we watched The Miracle Maker, perhaps the very best movie about the life of Christ ever. Then we sent them to bed, and this morning they woke to the Easter baskets my spouse put together after they fell asleep. Later we’ll have ham and in-laws for dinner, though we’ll only be eating one of those things. The other would likely give us indigestion, and if you are what you eat… pleah.

    After the resurrection, Jesus hung out on Earth for 40 days and nights before ascending to heaven. In that time hundreds of people saw him. I was thinking about how he just appeared and disappeared after the resurrection, and how cool that initiation was the other day, but really, the shit he did beforehand was pretty cool too. Time and space never had any claim on him.

    Anyway, one of the things that popped out of the re-reading was that Angels were all over the place at this time of year in that little dusty town of Jerusalem. While Mary watched, a being who looked like lightning rolled away the tomb to reveal Jesus was already gone. Jesus didn’t need to be freed from the tomb by the angel, but Mary did. She was stuck in her head on the tomb and who was inside it, and what that meant for her in her life, her grief, her hope, her pain. The tomb was where she went in her agony, and that symbol of all her pain had to have its power over her broken. The Angel rolls away the stone and shows her he’s not there, tells her he’s alive. The angel breaks the power of the grave over the living.

    You get the idea, right? We conjure angels all the time.

    Easter’s about rebirth, having the power of death broken, but there’s more. One of the things that is really easy to forget is that it’s also about Fuckin’. Sex. Gettin’ laid. Procreation. Celebration of the return of John Corn with thrust and parry, the old in-out-in-out, penetration and blissful orgasmatronic union with God, or even just plain old cummin’.

    So fuck for Christ’s sake. Or for your own. Whatever.

    Happy Easter.

  • Hey you bloggity bloggers

    Tribal BlogsThere’s a new blog … uh … I don’t know what it is. Community! Sphere? Anyway, a bunch of bloggers got organized. Mostly for promotional purposes. It’s over at Tribal Blogs, and I’m looking forward to seeing how it works.

    I don’t know yet how well the fledgling community will respond to occultists, as it’s totally mainstream. There are less than a hundred folks on it so far. We shall see.

  • Chthonic Christ

    Jason reminded me that today’s Black Friday, the day Jesus was all crucified and stuff. Three days in a tomb, and emerging the risen Christ unbound by time and space. Tradition holds that this is the time that Jesus descended into Hell and took the keys from Satan. At least, the hokey Christianity I grew up in taught that. I’m pretty sure it isn’t scriptural.

    In yesterday morning’s blog reading time, I had a chance to read St. Balthazar’s post on his Grimorium Verum dream experiences. They’ve had a very chthonic theme, and I couldn’t help but think about how Christ is also a Chthonic figure when you get down to the bare bones. I mean, yeah, he’s the Son of the Sky God, the Epitome of the Solar Sphere and its initiatory process and magical properties (Reconciliation, Exorcism, Attainment of the God Head, etc.), but he’s also old John Corn and the Bull of Mithras. Freaking beautiful, when you think about it.

    The Crucifiction and Resurrection is the perfect representation of a Chthonic initiation. The death and rebirth cycle of initiation has been done to death in the occult world, so I’ll skip it, but I really want to focus on being buried in the Earth to harness the power that makes the seeds become the plants. Where did Christ go, according to the legend my parents taught me? To HELL. Where do we go right after attaining K&CHGA? To HELL. Well, we bring up its kings to us, but still, same thing. Christ went to the Infernal Sphere and returned with the Keys. Now, he didn’t need the Keys of Hell to exorcise spirits while in the flesh. Instead, he relied on the power of Prayer, his direct relationship with his Father, and lots of time in what probably looked a lot like meditation.

    But after his death and resurrection, he was all over the place. Time and space meant nothing to him. He appeared and disappeared at will. Eventually he even staged the Ascension. Freaking awesome. I totally want to do that one some day, if I can. I promise not to spit on anyone on the way up, no matter how funny I think it would be.

    I can’t really think of any more parallels. I’ve got a QA Audit on Monday I have to get ready for, I just wanted to get those thoughts out while they were still fresh in my head. Chthonic Christ. Buried, took the power of Hell, and went to Heaven. That about sums it up.

  • A Change of the Winds

    In Mary Poppins, one of the things that I always thought was pretty cool was that when the wind changed direction Mary Poppins blew into town, and stayed only until it changed directions again. Depending on your magical system’s tradition, you can probably narrow down which sublunar spirit she embodied if you figure out which way the wind is blowing.

    Heh, that’s an idiom too. “I know which way the wind blows” means roughly the same as “I can read the writing on the wall.” And Shakespeare’s Hamlet was only mad when the wind blew in some directions.

    Well, I can feel a shifting of the winds. The times, they are a changin’, as the song goes. I’m expecting blue skies after a storm, a cool breeze on a hot day. Hope springs eternal, I suppose.

    It’s nice to be expecting things to get better again.

  • The Context

    Framework. Context.

    Jason’s response to my post yesterday is good. It has a lot of good points about the benefits of meditation. Meditation is good, it’s really gooooood. Nothing will help you understand any of the fundamental mystical things he talks about better than meditation.

    In context.

    I personally do not think that the goals of magic and meditation are the same. I think they are complimentary, and there is no particular reason not to pursue both. Magic and Meditation can go hand in hand, trouncing down the merry path towards the pit at the end of your life where your body and soul go their separate ways. (Not that they really do, but they appear to… It’s a Mystery!)

    But they aren’t about the same thing. Crowley thought they were, and so did Blatavatavatavatasky, but while there are similarities, the end goals are not the same. It’s one of the things that is really disappointing to people who come to magic looking for a Mystical Transcendence. You get something similar, but it’s not the point.

    Let me see if I can explain this. It’s tricky, so bear with me. Meditation is about learning to be your self, consciously, all the time, to the fullest extent possible. (Click that link, it’s awesome.) A side effect of this process is that the world around you seems to change to conform with your expectations, because you are consciously aware of what you ought to do in any given circumstance.You become consciously aware of your relative position to all things, and you just know what the right action for the moment happens to be.

    Magic, in spite of what you may have learned from various sources and institutions, is about changing the world around you through communion with the entities that are responsible for all manifestation. When you’re hanging out with the Intelligences that rule over manifestation, you can see your relative position to the things that manifest under the guidance of the Intelligence you’ve conjured. You have something like a satori experience in their presence. It’s not necessarily caused by them, it’s a revelation that is unavoidable when you’re standing at their level looking down. Or up, for that matter. They have a different perspective that you share while you’re in their presence, and even after you leave their sphere, you will be aware of that perspective, to some degree.

    I know there is a lot of information out there that will tell you that the goals of magic and meditation are the same thing, to “know yourself.” But when you really take a look at magic across the centuries, as far back as we can track it, the goal of magical rites is to change the world around you. The Greek Magical Papyri are mostly about sex and winning at the local racetrack. The Solomonic stuff is about getting spirits who would otherwise be causing you stress, illness, and grief to build your Temple instead. The more spiritual rites, like exorcisms and the attainment of a Supernatural Assistant or your Holy Guardian Angel are about making your world better, getting the crazed family member back to normal, or having an Inside Man to bring you riches, health, and protection.

    Seriously, the Book of Abramelin is a perfect example of this. How many people think the goal of Knowledge and Conversation with the Holy Guardian Angel is about preparation for a mystical voyage across an imaginary Abyss that separates the Manifest Realm from the Supernal Triad of Primal Manifestation of God? It’s not about that at all. That’s a Mystic’s interpretation projected on a framework of Christianized Kabbalah that he was trying to use as a series of sign posts to mark the path of the Mystic’s progress towards transcendence.

    The real goal of the Abramelin Rite is to attain a Supernatural Assistant who will grant you the power to bind the spirits who would cause you harm and set them to working for you instead. As a result of this relationship, you get the ability to protect or blight cattle, influence the outcome of battles, and manifest piles of coinage. The majority of the Book of Abramelin looks a lot more like a receipt book of a Hoodoo practitioner than any mystical text of holy transcendence. It’s about doing things to make the world a better place for yourself and your clients, it’s not about unifying with the God-Head, or becoming One with Divinity. You may catch glimpses of that truth along the way, but that’s not the point at all. It’s a side effect, one that brings peace and teaches the magician to do the right action at the right time, but it’s still a side effect.

    Mystics can and do learn magical techniques. Magicians can and do learn mystical techniques. They are complimentary, and I would even go so far as to say that they are inseparable; you can’t do magic for any extended period of time without having mystical experiences, and you can’t meditate regularly for any extended period of time without picking up some magical techniques. But the context is different. The framework is different.

    It’s tempting to say something like, “You’re either a Magician who uses Mysticism, or a Mystic you uses Magic,” but there’s really no reason to be one or the other. At different times you’ll be both.

    My goal is to accomplish the Great Work. My understanding of that process is not to simply become One with God, or to attain a specific state of consciousness. Those things are helpful, if illusory (it’s a Mystery!), in the Work. But to me, it’s about rising up and returning to the Earth in power, as described in the Emerald Tablet of Hermes. It’s about becoming the co-creator of your universe, to be in conscious control of the manifestation of your experiences while in the flesh when it’s necessary, and enjoying the show as it unfolds the Rest of the time. (The R is capitalized on purpose. It’s a … Mystery!)

    In practical application, the results of the path of the mage and the mystic look pretty much the same from the outside. Things that appear to be miraculous pepper the lives of the ascended mystics and the ascended-and-descended magician alike. The approach is different though. The goals are different. The context is different. And that’s ok.

    The results of meditation are experienced by the magician, though more briefly, and perhaps to a lesser degree. The results of magic are experienced by the mystic, though more briefly, and perhaps to a lesser degree. The difference, primarily, is in what is most important to you. I’m a magician who does mysticism as needed to aid in my magical path. I hesitate to classify Jason, as I’m not Jason (at least, not consciously… it’s a Mystery!), but I can say that to me, as far as this particular exchange goes, he seems to be primarily a mystic who does magic to aid in his mystical path.

    It doesn’t really matter, though. It’s just a different context.

  • Magic in Context

    Jason recently posted an update of his 9 Principles of Strategic Sorcery. I have personally verified in my own practice each of the 9 Principles he lists. Together they comprise the most salient points I would want to teach people about doing practical magic.

    I strongly recommend that people interested in learning the fine art of practical magic take Jason’s course. Of all the magicians I know, I trust him the most to take over the Supernatural Assistant Course because he’s so well grounded in his approach, and I know he won’t turn the Supernatural Assistant into some end-all goal of transcendence and Enlightenment. He’s been there, done that, and has the wisdom to prove it.

    But every once in a while, I get emails from people in his course who also are fans of my own work asking things like, “I’m in his course, and I was wondering… do you do all that meditation he recommends?” And of course, the answer is hell no. I don’t practice his style of magic at all. He’s a lot more pagan than I am, even though he’s also well-versed in Christianity. He’s been immersed in Eastern practices, and had experiences that formed his approach that I will never have. His experiences and my own, while leading to similar conclusions, have been very different. As a result, the framework, the context of our magic is very different.

    The meditation thing is a good example. I am a strong advocate of Contemplation of the Divine. I think that the most beneficial times I’ve spent with the Spirits has been in a meditative state. The Visions of the Spheres, the actual time spent in communication with my HGA, the spirits of the Lemegeton’s Goetia, and all the Archangels of the Planets have taken place in a state of no-mindedness that I only ever approached outside of ritual during my early attempts at meditation. I also believe that until you’ve learned to still your own mind and recognize where your own thoughts come from in your head, you will have a very difficult time differentiating between the Voices of the Spirits and your own meandering thoughts. The best way I know of to learn to do this is to practice meditation outside of ritual.

    But I don’t practice regular meditation. I reach these contemplative states as a result of the presence of the spirits, or by being in the presence of God. Within my context, the meditative state is a side effect of the magic. Just conjuring Gabriel using the Modern Angelic Grimoire techniques results in a changed state of mind. I gave a course on the text at a Thelemic Lodge a while ago, and at the end I conjured Haniel. I looked around the room and saw that everyone had been drawn into a deep contemplative state when the Archangel manifested in the crystal. Ok, maybe not everyone, maybe one or two weren’t all the way there, but even the ones who weren’t in a deep meditative state were in at least a light trance state.

    Within the context of my magical studies and experiences, I’ve developed a different approach that accomplishes similar results. Yours will be different too, and they should be. Your magical system is going to be something that comes from a unique context that shapes how you do magic.

    One of the things I like a lot about Jason’s 9 Principles of Strategic Sorcery is that they are distilled to their pragmatic core. They are basically the same core principles Solomon wrote about in Ecclesiastes, that Blake wrote about in the Marriage of Heaven and Hell, that Agrippa teaches, and that I have reached in my own pursuits. How they manifest in your own Work is not going to be the same, but I’m confident you will find a core of truth in the 9 Principles that resonate throughout your experience.

    But you should always have a shaker of salt with at least a grain or two ratttling around in the bottom when you approach any magical instruction. Salt flavors foods differently for different people. It makes the flavors blend with your taste buds. I sell the Modern Goetic Grimoire, and I hope that it helps people learn to have the kind of success with the spirits that I’ve had over the past several years. But it’s not traditional, it’s not “by the book” conjure magic straight out of the grimoires any more than my Modern Angelic Grimoire is. It may or may not be for you. I hope that when you read it, you find the things that fit into your own context and use the magic to change your life.

    I’m not saying pick and choose. You’d damned well better have a framework, or context to put everything else into, and it better be based on something that reflects the system you’re trying to use. A Chaos magician needs to stick with his or her own made up sigils to release the power of their mind, and had better not try to conjure HCOMA and Ashtoreth at the same time. It doesn’t work that way at all. If you’re going to use the grimoires, the Solomonic tradition, you’d better have a monotheistic or neo-platonic framework as your core belief structure that puts God above all the Spirits. If you see the spirits of the grimoires as self-evolved entities of specific cultures that rule over some aspects of the human subconscious, there’s no authority structure you have to manage them. They’ll end up running you, whether they’re angels or demons.

    Above all else, create harmony in your context. You will reach the understanding that’s presented in the 9 Principles if you keep harmony as your goal.

  • Jupiter Invictus

    Jupiter Invictus*

    I am a jealous god, whose love knows no bounds. I am the stalker of your soul, I will not be resisted. There is no court that can keep you from me, for I am above the Law. There is no rite, or spell, or scourge of man that will keep me from my beloved.

    And my beloved is you.

    I will pour out my blessings upon you, and I will draw you close to me. You will laugh in joy and health, you will be ruddy cheeked and smiling. I will pluck you from the flood waters, and among the flotsam and jetsam you will find the treasures I have laid up for you against the day of your need.

    I yearn for you. Come to me, be not afraid nor ashamed. I am your father, and I am proud of you. You have done all that I have ever desired for you to do, and you have done it perfectly. Let no fear of retribution keep you from my side, for my anger is not with you. I hate that evil should exist, far more than you, yet the greatest evil is that you do not come to me, that you do not turn and see that I am with you. Do you not see the lightning in the midst of the storm, can you not hear within the thunder my voice calling you? Behold, I am the lightning, I am the thunder, and I am the storm. Be not afraid, for I am with you.

    And together, we shall remain unconquered.

    * I was going to post this Thursday, Jupiter’s Day, but this week it falls on April Fool’s and I don’t want this to seem to be a joke. It’s not a joke. I was reading about Sol Invictus and saw that the “Invictus” was applied to Mars and Jupiter as well as Sol in Roman times. One thing led to another, and this is the end result.

  • Earth Hour

    Care to take part in a Global Ritual of Endarkenment? It’s like Enlightenment, but it takes place in the dark.

    Tomorrow at 8:30 PM, shut off all the power in your house for an hour. Spend an hour in candlelight and conversation or board games instead of harsh fluorescent replacement bulbs and whatever’s on TV at the moment. Take your place in creating a wave of endarkenment that spreads around the globe.

    Do it, or the global Green Initiative Mind Police Fairy Zombies will eat your Carbon Footprint-Leaving brains. They’re almost as bad as the Ba’al Malachim, dude!

    I’m going to do it because I want to stick it to my power company. Bastards. Glad it helps the earth too, but if everyone in MD cuts their power for an hour, that will eat up their profits big time. After seeing what they charge for the pittance of energy I use (Yes, I DO need two flat screen monitors in my living room, a computer, printer, Xbox, Cable TV Descrambler, and associated sound system components, thank you very much), I can’t wait to get them back.

    In fact, I’m going to start cutting teh power for an hour every day. That’ll fix ’em.

    And it will help the Earth. How many chances do you get to do something spiteful and good at the same time? This is a golden opportunity.

  • On Electronically Controlled Acceleration and Braking

    REALLY bad idea.

    I work in IT, I’ve worked on the kinds of electronics and microcontrollers that are used to control acceleration and braking, and frankly, it’s a buggy, glitchy technological framework. The shit needs to be run by hydraulics and cables, not software and firmware.

    You know how Farmville won’t even load right on a laptop with too little memory, and the avatar pops up bald and you can’t see your crops?* You know how Office 2007 is SLOWER than any Office product package ever, and you can’t find any of the commands and functions you spent over a decade learning? You know how the dude at PWN2OWN just found 20 bugs in Safari, IE8, and Adobe in a few minutes using a really basic fuzzing program?

    THAT’S the shit we’re trusting to take us from 0-60 in 3.5 seconds, to control the velocity and acceleration of a metric ton of mass while we trust a thin strap and a balloon to save us if it fails.

    Electronics, programming, sensors, and the computers they put in cars are dangerously unsafe.

    Oh, uh… This is supposed to be a blog about magic… uhm…

    You wouldn’t trust Microsoft or an EPROM with managing your initiation into the Sphere of Saturn, would you? Then don’t trust the same technology in cars. It’s dangerous. One memory buffer overflow, and you’re rapidly accelerating with the brakes fully applied and the multi-million dollar industrial complex will do everything in its power to bury the truth and make you look like a liar.

    Uhm…

    And Toyota is secretly an Illuminati cover for a Bilderberger plot… and… uh, aliens! The technology is based on recovered alien tech from Roswell, and it doesn’t work for humans because… uhm, because… because they were silicon-based lifeforms who communicated directly with the circuit boards and we can’t so … uhm, it doesn’t work for us.

    And that’s why we have to recompile the kernel.

    There. It’s a magic blog post now.

    * My spouse plays it, I used to, but it got to be stupid after a few months. It’s very zen, though. I planted crops, watched them flower and grow, harvested and saved my money up, and sometimes I’d just let the crops wither and die to remind myself of the Circle of Life. Uhm… Ok, the truth is I forgot about the freaking blueberries and strawberries and cotton I planted to make a huge American flag after timing everything to bloom just right, and they died and I had this ugly brown flag, and I was all pissed about it, and then I realized I was WAY too into this fake farm with fake crops and fake stuff.