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  • Paranormal Investigators Ghost Hunters Psychic Research Haunting

    No, I’m not seeding the title of my blog post paranormal with keywords investigator. I wouldn’t ghost hunter do something that psychic research blatant haunted house.

    Really.

    But I was just watching Bourne Identity again, and there was a commercial on for some paranormal investigator show that’s going to where the Hindenberg crashed. They said something about standing on the site of one of the worst catastrophes in American history. Let’s see, thumbing through my handy wikipedia… that was 72 years ago. The average lifespan of a nephesh is about 6 weeks. If there’s some geomagnetic force, or if we postulate there was some massive psychic bio-power released at the site that stuck around to keep them “alive,” they might get a couple of nephesh voices. Maybe. But 72 years is a long time.

    They should be going to the World Trade Center in New York. It’s politically charged, and socially unacceptable, but they’ll get better results if they’d go there.

    Regarding the postulated bio-power release, I’ve been to Gettysberg, walked the fields where thousands died, and I know there’s a blanket of oppressive spiritual weight there. The air is heavy, the wind carries voices, and there’s a smell of old blood that coats your throat with a coppery brackishness that your bottled water doesn’t wash away. I expect there’s something similar in New York at ground zero. It’s been a little over 8 years, but I bet it’s still fresh enough to keep some nepheshim “alive.” And the emotions generated by the visitors, the power focused and released by the memorial are active sources of food. Hell, I bet they’ve attracted nephesh that weren’t even killed on 9/11.

    I would expect there to be a strong opposition to such a thing being aired. Controversy. Still, for those who are into the paranormal and are looking for hot spots, that would be one. Locally, anywhere a murder or suicide, or even a natural death occurred in the last month and a half would be a better place to go than some place decades or centuries old.

  • Just stop…

    I’m totally annoyed with myself. I hate the way I’ve been acting over this Lon thing. I hate it. Everything that stems from it has been discord and strife, warning signs that my sphere is out of harmony with existence. Painful it is to admit that. It will be addressed.

  • Excellent! Truly Excellent!

    “The thing is people – we were fooled. We were led to believe that these degrees are highly elite and almost never attained by mere mortals. Its just not true.” – David Stolowitz, Jew in the Jungle (Here be Dragons)

    David’s pointed out one of those secrets that needs to be trumpeted from the rooftops of every house in the occult community.

    Some guy on youtube posted this video about how the OTO hasn’t produced any “Adeptus Exemptus” in 30 years and the leadership should step down already. I think he’s just another disillusioned seeker who believed the hype. The truth is, the OTO probably has produced them, but like David says, we were fooled, lead to believe these degrees are highly elite. The truth is a lot less exciting. Exempt Adepts still take shits in the morning that stink.

    I met a guy who had attained K&CHGA in the OTO, and after some time at that stage, decided it was all self-delusion. I don’t know what it was that lead him to that conclusion, specifically, but I suspect it was the usual suff you go through when you reach certain levels within any organization and discover that people, regardless of their degrees, still make mistakes, say mean things, and are generally disappointingly human.

    In Christianity it happens all the time. The church has failed its membership for too long to have any credibility by mingling in politics, by accepting the hatred of the Bible as Divinely Inspired when it’s really just justification for hatred of anything different, by using the sanctuary of the Church to protect pedophiles, murderers, and other criminals.

    Disillusionment. I went through a period of that after getting K&CHGA too. I thought I’d be walking on water and turning water into wine. It didn’t happen. I was still addicted to nicotine and got headaches if I didn’t drink coffee every morning. I still overslept in the morning and was late to work where people were depending on me. I still got mad and took my anger out on my family. I wasn’t perfect.

    But I could do a lot more things as a result. I still had to do a lot of work to overcome a lot of basic character flaws, but I had access to help in that regard. I had to reassess what K&C meant. I had it, by all the standards I could find. The smell alone proved it to me beyond a shadow of a doubt. If my experiences were legit by Abramelin’s standards, then I had to reassess what everyone else had written about K&C. I researched the hype, and discovered that most of it was from Crowley, who is never understood. I read his presentation of the HGA, and found that he told exactly the truth about what I experienced, yet in a way that could be misconstrued and misrepresented. I discovered that most of the people talking about how K&C was enlightenment and transcendence hadn’t done the rituals yet. It was all conjecture without experience.

    It’s time to lift the veil and reveal that the Great and Powerful Oz is a little man behind a curtain susceptible to the same temptations as everyone else. The Adeptus Exemptus will still eat beans and fart.

  • Perspective

    “…you know what I’m craving? A little perspective. That’s it. I’d like some fresh, clear, well seasoned perspective. Can you suggest a good wine to go with that?” – Anton Ego, Ratatouille

    For those of you who aren’t parents, Ratatouille is a Pixar film.You want quotes from Citizen Kane, read a blog by a guy with no kids.

    The good witchdoctor advised me to quit whining. I deserved it. I had gotten a little emotional over the attack on Christianity by Lon. Joe pointed out a lot of shit he goes through, putting up with shit outta Christians, and basically said if I have to put up with this level of bullshit, you can handle Lon calling Christianity a few names.

    I agree.

    However… It’s still major fucking bullshit, whether they’re Christians attacking Joe and his family or Thelemites attacking Christians in song. The bullshit has to end. I see all the “Coexist” bumper stickers out there, and it wasn’t even a week ago that I posted an article that indicated a quarter to a third of Christians are incorporating beliefs and practices from other religions here in America. There are people out there, a lot of us, who are trying to change the world and make it better. Hate, from any source, just makes it worse.

    My own heart is hate-filled. I have a deep and abiding hatred that evil should be done within the world, regardless of its source. I don’t hate the perpetrator, I hate the evil itself. I expect more from humanity than we usually give. I’m not perfect, I do things I later hate too. I apologize and try to make it right when I slip up and make the world a darker place instead of a lighter one.

    Lon said on the page where the song can be purchased, “I hope no one is too offended. This is all in good fun.” I suppose I’m in the “too offended” crowd, and I don’t think lumping all of Christianity together based on the actions of some of its adherents is acceptable from someone who’s doing the Great Work. I don’t think that we who have been through the Black Phase of the Work should think this is “in good fun.” I have higher expectations from people who want to sell the world an 8-hour DVD series that will take them “Beyond the Secret” by teaching the Great Work.

    I’ve got perspective on the scene. Lon’s hatred of Christianity is really a reflection of the hatred many Christians show Joe and many others by telling them they’re going to hell. It’s intolerance. It’s hate. It’s human. He doesn’t like that Christianity has been used to perpetuate hatred, yet he’s ok doing it himself.

    Do I get as pissed about people who use Christianity to spread hatred? No, I do not. I get more pissed. They’re a fucking embarrassment. They inspire the kind of bullshit Lon posted. Christians like that are just asking to be taken out by their counterparts of other beliefs. Their counterparts are equally ignorant, unilluminated, spiritually dense humans who justify their hatred instead of seeking to expunge it from their hearts.

    And I know I’m probably a hypocrite. I generally try to live up to my standards, but I fail like everyone else. That doesn’t mean the standards are wrong, it just means I failed to live up to them.

  • Thanks

    Today was interesting. I got all pissed at Lon for singing a song, I got all pissy with my friends over it, and then I went to a birthday party for my daughter at an indoor swim club. It was 25 degrees outside. The pool was 90 degrees. Freaking wonderful. I had to get in with her, at least one parent must and it was my duty. Lovely.

    I relaxed a lot. Me and twenty of my 7-year-old daughter’s closest friends. They swam and played, I sat and soaked. So. Good. Mmm. Loved it. Highly recommend it to all my parent friends. Birthday party at the kids’ swim club in the winter. With pizza.

    Anyway, when I got home I read some more comments, read my own rant about it, and then listened again to the song. Frankly, I’m ashamed of myself. One of these days, I’ll learn to shut up when I get pissed off.

    In the mean time, thanks, for those who understood or didn’t, who agreed or didn’t. I learned a lot about myself today. I’m totally keeping all my Lon Milo DuQuette stuff. As POS said, “I do not dismiss a man for a single fault. There would be no one left.”

  • Pissed, but I get it.

    This morning, I woke up and saw the post Jason made about Lon DuQuette’s “If we believed” youtube video.As a Christian, I’m deeply offended. As a magician, I’m sorely disappointed. As a man, I’m incredibly pissed off.

    But I get it. I understand why people like Lon have such a deep hatred for all things “Christian.” They’re spiritually retarded. They can’t help it. They see all the evils men have done in the name of Christianity, and ignoring the fact that man has done exactly the same in the name of pagan gods for millenia, they blame the belief system.

    Sure, that would be the same as saying all Sufis are terrorists, all Runar folk are nazis, all Thelemites are woman-beating heroin addicts. But they don’t care. They’re so wrapped up in their disfunction that they can’t see it. Maybe some priest or pastor molested them or something. I don’t know. Whatever it is, I’m sick of it, disgusted by it, and generally displeased. Grow up already.

    I’m getting rid of all my Lon Milo DuQuette stuff in protest of his public airing of hate-filled intolerance, his wanton attack on a belief system that is, if you really look at Thelema, the core of his own system. I forgive him, but I will not support him or any other person who perpetuates the inter-religious warfare that fuels ignorance and pushes people further apart.

    I think it was Kenneth Grant who was walking beside Crowley one day and accosted a priest. Crowley berrated him, and was mortified when Grant took his writings seriously and actually attacked some guy in the street because of his beliefs. Crowely knew better.

    Intolerant bigotry has no place in a magician’s world view. Christianity, Islam, Judaism, Paganism, and Zoroastrianism have all played active roles in forming the system of magic we use. Attacking one is retarded.

  • Yahoo…

    Yahoo needs to start propitiating the spirits of Mercury already. They’ve got terrible communications problems.

    Yahoo execs: I suggest the virgin daughter of your CEO offered to the Kraken.

    (Yes, I am looking forward to the release of Clash of the Titans, why do you ask?)

  • 2.7 – The Genius and the Evil Daimon

    The Genius and the Evil Daimon are entities with a long history in the Western Mystery Tradition. The idea of the good and evil spirits assigned to people is so ingrained in the American culture that I grew up watching cartoons that frequently showed a character with a little angel with a harp on one shoulder and a little red devil with horns and a tail on the other, each giving the person advice. More often than not, the character would listen to the devil. How typical of mankind.

    2.7.1 – The Genius

    The term “Genius” as I’m using it in this post loosely comes from Agrippa’s Third Book of Occult Philosophy, chapter xxii. Technically, “Genius” is supposed to refer only to one part of the three-fold good Daimon that preserves the person it’s assigned to. The three parts are the Holy part, which is roughly speaking the Holy Guardian Angel (HGA) of the Abramelin ritual, the Genius or “Nativity Angel,” a Spirit whose nature is determined by the placement of the stars at birth, and the Daimon of your Profession, who influences how successful we are at our chosen line of work. Agrippa refers to all three parts singularly in the title of the chapter, “That there is a threefold keeper of man.” Since it’s a singular entity, and he only gives instructions on deducing the name of a Genius, and not the HGA or Professional Demon, I’m referring to all three parts of this one entity as the Genius.

    The earliest reference to the Genius that I’ve found so far is in the Corpus Hermeticum, written in Hellenized Egypt. In The Divine Pymander, it says:

    54. I (the LOGOS, Pymander, shepherd of Men) … come unto men that are holy and good, pure and merciful, and that live piously and religiously; and my presence is a help unto them. And forthwith they know all things, and lovingly they supplicate and propitiate the Father; and blessing him, they give him thanks, and sing hymns unto him, being ordered and directed by filial Affection and natural Love. And before they give up their bodies to the death of them, they hate their senses, knowing their Works and Operations.

    This is the Logos talking about how he works with those who are pious. While it might look like a bit of a stretch, the Logos and the HGA are of the same Spirit. In Agrippa’s record written roughly 1200 years later, this corresponds to the Holy part of the Genius. Agrippa frames it thus:

    The holy Demon is one, according to the Doctrine of the Egyptians, assigned to the rationall soul, not from the Stars or Planets, but from a supernaturall cause, from God himself, the president of Demons, being universall, above nature: This doth direct the life of the soul, & doth alwaies put good thoughts into the minde, being alwaies active in illuminating us, although we do not alwaies take notice of it; but when we are purified, and live peaceably, then it is perceived by us, then it doth as it were speak with us, and communicates its voyce [voice] to us, being before silent, and studyeth daily to bring us to a sacred perfection. Also by the ayd [aid] of this Demon we may avoid the malignity of a Fate…

    Agrippa says of the Genius specifically:

    …when the soul is coming down into the body, it doth out of the quire of the Demons naturally choose a preserver to it self, nor only choose this guide to it self, but hath that willing to defend it. This being the executor, and keeper of the life, doth help it to the body, and takes care of it, being Communicated to the body, and helps a man to that very office, to which the Celestials have deputed him, being born.

    In other words, the Genius is what can guide you to the roles and responsibilities you are incarnated to accomplish.

    In addition, being the only part of the threefold keeper of human beings that you can get the name of from your horoscope, the Genius can also be used to establish conversation with the rest of the threefold keeper, including the HGA and the Daimon of your Profession. By “used,” I mean you can converse with it through conjurations and establish a relationship, discovering the things that are needed to be done in your life to prepare you for the next step in your Work.

    As you Work with your Genius, a momentum builds up. You don’t have to choose to be a decent, pious person always choosing to do good and be kind to small furry animals, or help old ladies across the street. You don’t have to choose to be offended by injustice when you see it. You don’t have to try to find wisdom or insight in your studies. And you don’t have to make yourself seek your Race and Value in God.

    Instead, you find yourself naturally doing these things. You find character flaws revealed, and the means to change them. You find yourself naturally pursuing Virtue over Vice. You stop sabotaging your progress towards your goals, and you find yourself knowing and understanding things intuitively about yourself and others around you. Glimpses of the future come in sureties felt in evaluating potential outcomes of situations. Mysteries unravel before your very eyes.

    This spirit’s influence on your life can be enhanced through practical exaltation of the spirits name, which I’ll discuss below.

    2.7.2 – The Evil Daimon

    Heading back to The Divine Pymander, it goes on to say:

    56. But to the foolish, and evil, and wicked, and envious, and covetous, and murderous, and profane, I am far off, giving place to the revenging Demon, which applying unto him the sharpness of fire, tormenteth such a man sensible, and armeth him the more to all wickedness, that he may obtain the greater punishment.

    57. And such an one never ceaseth, having unfulfiled desires, and unsatisfiable concupiscences, and always fighting in darkness; for the Demon always afflicts and tormenteth him continually, and increaseth the fire upon him more and more.

    Here is the Evil Daimon, sent by God to punish the wicked with insatiable desires. My experience with this entity leads me to believe that this Demon drives you to the point where you have to turn to God to find relief from your passions, or die of despair or overdose. If you refuse to do so, when you die you return as a more brutish man, or an animal, or even a plant according to Plotinus. The further from God you turn in your life, the further from God you result in your next, each incarnation resulting in less and less opportunity to turn from God until you are a plant with no choice but to turn to the Sun to live.

    People always have some degree of a relationship with this spirit. Like the cartoon characters listening to the little red demon on their shoulder, we have spent our lives listening to and following the advice of the evil daimon. A momentum builds up with the Evil Daimon just like with the Genius, and soon you find yourself surrounded by chaos and madness, if you give too much into the temptations this spirit whispers to you.

    Like the demons discussed in Section 2.6, The effects of the Evil Daimon can be curbed.

    2.7.3 – Working With the Genius and the Evil Daimon

    To Work with these entities, the first thing you’ll need is their name. These are discovered through your horoscope, as discussed in Agrippa’s Three Books of Occult Philosophy, Book 3, at the end of chapter xxvi:

    There are also the Arabians, and many others, and some Hebrews, who finde out the name of a Genius by the places of the five Hylegians, and making projection alwayes from the beginning of Aries, and the letters being found out according to the order of Hylegians with the Astrologers, being reduced into a known order, and being joyned together, make the name of a good Genius: but they draw the name of an evil Genius from the opposite Hylegian places, projection being made from the last degree of Pisces against the order of signs.

    Ok, did you catch all that? No? Well, fortunately I’ve got a spreadsheet I use to make the process a little easier. I don’t know how the renaissance magicians managed without the power of modern technology.

    I’ve got all the Hebrew letters associated with the degrees for the Good Genius and the Evil Daimon lined up with their appropriate degrees. To determine the name, you get a horoscope of the your birth, and write down the degrees of the sun, moon, ascendant, and part of fortune. Then you find the syzygy, and that’s the fifth letter of the name. The syzygy is the location of the moon at the closest full or new moon to the date you’re charting. To find this, you get another horoscope of the time of the nearest full or new moon, and write down the degree the moon is in. Pretty simple, eh?

    No, not really. It’s a bit of a pain in the hindquarters, honestly. But this is worth it.

    Once you’ve got their names, you can conjure and commune with your Genius by creating a Lamen of the spirit. Spell out its name in Hebrew in a circle with the names of God written around the perimeter. I use the Celestial Script from Agrippa, and the Lamen looks like this (That’s YHVH in the script, you’d need to change the name to use it):


    Poke a little hole in the top, and you wear it during the ritual. Conjure the spirit in a crystal or other scrying medium and you’re all set.

    On the flip side, you’ve got the Evil Daimon’s name. I intend to bind mine in a lead-lined spirit pot.

    In fact, I’ve got this idea for a multi-purpose talisman. I’ve got a log that I’m carving to serve as a means to exalt the Genius and bind the Evil Daimon at the same time. I’ll be burning incense and candles in the top where the Genius name is inscribed in gold leaf, and the Evil Daimon will be bound in the hollowed-out, lead-lined base.

    It should look something like this when I’m done:

  • Reminder

    Tomorrow is the day I do a ritual to help the jobless. I spent the summer unemployed, and I’m digging my way out, and it fucking sucks. I’d like to do my part to help anyone in a similar situation. Unemployment is right around 10%, and I heard the “real” value is closer to 17% on NPR last night. That’s almost 2 out of every 10 people you know.

    I’ve had two people ask to be mentioned in the rite. Either you don’t think it’s going to help, or everyone who reads my blog is employed and is only friends with employed people. I know it’s not going to hurt to be mentioned, Bune’s really good at getting people jobs that pay a decent amount. I landed this job two weeks after conjuring Bune.

    Email me your name or anyone you know who needs the help, it’s totally free.

  • I Really LOVE it.

    Have I ever mentioned how much I love being a magician? I’ve talked about it, I’m sure. I don’t know. It’s a freakin’ blast. It’s a fabulous trip.

    Ideally, one day, this is all I’ll do for a living. I mean, I’ll have made enough to live without having to work all the time, and I’ll be able to just do magic all the time. I really like writing about magic too, because to do the research, I have to do magic. It’s awesome stuff.

    Last weekend, I started playing with directing specific forces through the different spirits. I usually ask God to grant Michael power to accomplish the task at hand, for example, but this weekend, the task at hand was empowering Bune to take care of some things for me. The idea to do weekly “riches maintenance” rites came shortly after doing that.

    This Thursday’s rite is going to be the Power of God flowing into Sachiel, and then flowing into Bune on behalf of the jobless.  I suppose eventually I’ll start including the different Archangels of the constellations too. God-Constellation-Planet-Terrestrial Spirit. Makes sense, follows that whole chain of manifestation I’m always going on about.

    It’s good strong magic, too. Come to think of it, I’ve been getting a pretty strong buzz off my rites for the last few weeks. Ever since I started the daily prayers and the … oh. Yeah.

    I’ve been doing the Supernatural Assistant Course along with my students. I guess that would explain it.